Oh my God this is so freaking hard...I was born and raised in Puerto Rico and even though I have been here for more than 3 years and I understand, speak and write english, all my thoughts are in Spanish, So how to be spontaneous and express what I feel or think at the right moment..I can do it, but it takes me a minute to find the right words..It Sucks!! ...when I see something funny or interesting and I want to comment something, I cant sometimes because you have to say those things fast enough and with a certain tone so people are able to get it. ...People might think that I am shy or dumb....Ugh!!...There is so much in me and some people dont get to know the real me....They have to know me for a long time to understand... But sometimes there is just one chance to show it, to give that first impression, to say something clever or funny....I think I miss this chance today.. But I keep saying Everything happens for a reason and life goes on, so i have to keep on trying, living, laughing, smiling, singing, dancing, loving... Current Mood: crazy
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